hm, it’s almost 7 a.m. now and I haven’t slept all night. but i’d like to postpone my sleep a little bit to write in my blog. OK, why ball? coz A.C. Milan couldn’t win the game versus Lecce today and lost it’s capolista. and it made me disappointed, since i am a kind of sympathizer of the club. but the point is it reminded me a proverb “the ball is round”. and then i was also reminded with the other proverb “live is like a wheel”.

now you can guess what it’s all about. oh, you can not? well, i was thinking about up and down, mystery of future, and so on. soon after that, just now actually, i am thinking about the role of hard work in our life. and destiny, too. if we are destined to be or do something, what is the meaning of present? hard work? decision? is it possible to change our true destiny? if i said that our destiny is in our hand and not anyone else, where would you put God? Isn’t He Almighty? Hasn’t He already written our ‘destiny book’ even before we were born? so again, what is the meaning of present? hard work? decision? can we make a change?

well, i do believe in God and written destiny. but in my opinion, destiny is a perfectly precise forecast of everything in our life. what we are doing now, what our decision will be, what is it’s impact, where our future lies, everything. just like a past for us, it is completely clear for Him.

but differ from God, we have no idea about the future. but we do realize that every choice, as simple as whether i have to continue this writing or just stop it and go to bed, will lead us to completely different future. from this point of view, yeah, the future is in our hand.

footnote: it quite amazes me how can a soccer game leads to a deep thought of future. well, this was not my intention in the first place. actually i was only thinking about uncertainty and up-and-down state of live from which i would end with wise words like live your life fully, work hard and accept your past. sigh, it does not suit me at all, talking like this. see ya